“Nope. Doesn’t occur to them. I believe they think that Death affects others but not them and that Death visits only those who deserve the visit. Either they never learned or do not remember John Donne’s famous line, ‘Do not ask for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee.‘”
“Famous line probably made more famous by Hemingway’s use of it as a title for a novel. Is it a juvenile brain that trolls after a death occurs? You know what neurology tells us? Accurate or not, urban myth or science, the word is that the brain doesn’t reach maturity until mid-twenties. I’m guessing that most trolls are under 25, but I certainly have seen evidence of older ones, some among the rich and famous. Maybe mature brains range on a sliding scale, a wide spectrum. Yeah. The bell tolls for trolls but they probably can’t hear it through their expensive earbuds and earphones. I mean, come on, even as a little child I realized the lions under my bed encapsulated my fear of Finality.
“It’s possible, I suppose, that troll brains don’t think of death at all and that they never had lions under their childhood beds. But I’m inclined to think that everyone at some time would voice what Andrew Marvel wrote in ‘To His Coy Mistress’:
But at my back, I always hear/Time’s winged chariot hurrying near/And yonder all before us lie/Deserts of vast eternity.
Certainly, I can’t be alone in recognizing that Death awaits all and that evil lies like a waiting lion under the bed of every sleeping brain. And lions can hide even in the corners of daytime. Remember Hopkins’s ‘I Wake and Feel the Fell of Dark, Not Day’?”
“Vaguely.”
“It’s kind of appropriate for our times. No, I guess it’s appropriate for any era. He writes,
I wake and feel the fell of dark, not day.
What hours, O what black hours we have spent
This night! What sight you, heart, saw; ways you went!
And more must, in yet longer light’s delay.
With witness I speak this. But where I say
Hours I mean years mean life…
Heck, if you awoke some morning when the darkness of human folly and cruelty isn’t the first news you hear, I’d like to know what day that was. Pretty much the first news makes me think I’m still in the middle of a nightmare, still lying over lions in wait, lions hiding beneath the bed to attack should I step onto the floor during either the dark or the light. I assume, maybe wrongly, that my feelings are common and that If Death’s lions made their way into my young brain, they must have made their way into all other brains, putting life into a grand perspective. Yes, the lions under the bed instilled fear in me as a little kid, but they also helped me to realize my mortal nature and the folly hate.”
“Some people never give their own mortality much thought, I guess, nor do they think that being cruel or evil has any consequence. And, well, maybe they’re right. Look how many evil people never suffer any consequences for their actions or words. Karma doesn’t come, at least not some identifiable retribution that brings justice in some form. As a result, not everyone reflects on his or her inevitable end; I’m growing convinced of that.”
“I suppose you’re right. But like you, I’m inclined to believe that mortality is a universal thought likely to occur not just in nightmares, but also in full consciousness, or even the partial consciousness of an immature brain. Hopkins has another great poem in his ‘Spring and Fall: to a young child’ about a little girl named Margaret who is grieving over the drop of leaves in autumn. He begins by asking, ‘Margaret, are you grieving/Over Goldengrove unleaving?’ Terrific poem. In the poem he asks the girl if she can care about such things as dying leaves. And he says, ‘…as the heart grows older/It will come to such sights colder/…you will weep and know why/…Sorrow’s springs are the same.’
“Death is the spring that keeps flowing. The clincher lies in the last two lines when he says what the real reason is for Margaret’s sadness. It isn’t over the falling leaves that she unknowingly grieves. It’s over her own ending.”
It is the blight man was born for,
It is Margaret you mourn for.*
“That poem makes me think that even trolls will at some time realize their own mortal nature and the folly of their cruelty.”
“That’s a great thought, but you’re asking too much if you think some hateful troll will study that poem’s meaning or gain through some other verbiage a lesson about mortality, and then cease trolling. Since there are ‘older’ trolls, I’d have to guess that nothing will occur to them until they lie upon their own deathbeds. And even then, I’m guessing that, given a computer or smart phone, they would troll till their fingers stopped moving, such is the world of petty hate that some seemingly would prefer to die in its claws. I need to think realistically. I’m not looking for any deathbed confessions, any repenting, any compunction. You and I might recognize our mortality, but not everyone seems to. Poetic lessons, poetic endings, and poetic justice aren’t necessarily the way of the world. Some Big Billy Goat Gruff doesn’t always come along to teach a hard lesson to trolls by butting them off the bridge of life.
“And no, lions don’t hide under all deathbeds; trolls don't necessarily have trolls.Maybe as the lion of death emerges from beneath the deathbed, some troll’s last words will be a proudly overt, ‘I hate….’”
“Right, so we’ll continue to see the mocking and the hate. But I do understand in a way. Although I might not have said anything at the time, I’m sure I wasn’t sympathetic when I heard of some terrorist leader’s death or the execution of some serial killer. I might not have trolled on the Web, but I might have mentally trolled because those who are truly evil don’t elicit any sympathy from me. Charles Manson, for example. I think I’m frustrated because in the ordinary course of events and interactions, in the comings and goings of millions during any lifetime, some people choose to troll others to exhibit hatred for those with whom they have some disagreement.”
“Let’s face it. Even if you were to get all current humans to live in peace and harmony, to empathize with one another, and to eliminate all forms of cruelty, you would have to go through the same process for the next generation, and the next, and the next ad infinitum—which, when I think about it, is an ironic expression for finite beings.”
*Here’s the complete poem by Hopkins:
Spring and Fall: to a young child
Márgarét, áre you grieving
Over Goldengrove unleaving?
Leáves, like the things of man, you
With your fresh thoughts care for, can you?
Áh! ás the heart grows older
It will come to such sights colder
By and by, nor spare a sigh
Though worlds of wanwood leafmeal lie;
And yet you wíll weep and know why.
Now no matter, child, the name:
Sórrow’s spríngs áre the same.
Nor mouth had, no nor mind, expressed
What heart heard of, ghost guessed:
It is the blight man was born for,
It is Margaret you mourn for.